basking

anyone out there want to bask? bask in the glow of things you have accomplished? not ego basking. more like take-a-beat-basking. vacation. little time off. a moment to reflect and pat yourself on the back. on the bask.

i want to. i am really needing a proper time out. someone said to me last week that they are so tired of running on the wheel. they would like to get off the wheel and figure out what the hell they want, where they want to go, who they want to be.

i like that metaphor. the wheel. i feel i have been on the wheel for so long now. too afraid to jump off it fully for fear i would lose my position. what position? is there such a thing?

there are many things i want to do now or next. so many that i need a hotel room by an ocean to ponder the options and pick one. because i have not taken a BREAK i feel consumed by my the abundant option of roads to choose from.

how do we get off the wheel? how if we need to pay the bills and keep up. when do we get to checkout for a respite?

i want to bask. in the glow of it all.