I was in boston, new york city, scarsdale and boston again this week. Perhaps its the weather, the cleansing of Fall making its way, but am in a choice conundrum. I can see living in all of the places I visited this week. I am a state of super heightened senses right now. Sensory overload really. I'm drowning in possibility. I want to swim to the shore.
For the first time in 10 years I don't know what I want. I know I want my family. I want happiness. I want to be proud of what I'm doing. But I know nothing else these days.
I spent quality time with people I love...in scarsdale, in nyc, in boston. I spend quality time with people I love in los angeles. Pockets of pieces of my life. Maybe that is this sinking, excited feeling...the tapestry of my life is scattered in many beautiful places. Where to go? What to do?
I don't know. I really don't know. I'm in one long summersault right now.
A universal conversation about finding happiness on the sometimes painful road to success.
1 comment:
I know what you mean....the overwhelming-ness of so much choice. Staring into the wide open canvas of infinite possibilty, sometimes it makes it hard to catch a breath. But then sometimes I think...thank god. Thank god that I have these possibilites...thank god i'm one of the lucky ones who has not had my life chosen for me. Whereever you go and whatever you choose....i love you.
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